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Mod post [23 Dec 2004|12:05pm]
woah i would fix the layout but for some reason i cant...anyway girls this community is dead...we need to promote our butts off!
anway so this isnt a text only post
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anyway promote promote promote!! im going to see if i can fix the layout!!
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[13 Nov 2004|10:40pm]

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Hey, what's going on with the layout? I was going to do some promoting tonight and noticed the journal page and wasn't sure what was going on. Let me know cause I want to do some promoting. :)

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Stamped/xposted [22 Oct 2004|02:14pm]

I am just updating quickly to let you know what has been going on with me. I haven't been online because I was admitted to the hospital a week ago today and was just discharged. I was extremely ill and in critical condition because my kidneys were failing. I got somekind of bacteria which sadly enough a week later they still have not found what it is and how to treat it. It was poisoning my body and it caused my digestive system to completely shut down. I would eat and the food would sit in my stomach until it rotted and I threw it up. It had a foul smell like rotten eggs, I was throwing up poison and rotted undigested food and to gross you out even more my stool was complete liquid and green with blood. They think there is a possibility that I may have gangrene or another disease like it inside my stomach but are still waiting for the lab results. I had 4 doctors while in the hospital and I was terrified. I alwasy thought I would welcome death but when you are so close to it you realize so much. It was an eye opener for me, a huge one and I am still not out of the woods and there is still a chance I won't pull through but I am fighting this thing with all I've got. They have sent all kinds of bodily fluid samples to bigger and better hospitals and did conference calls but have yet to know which antibiotic if there is one for it to prescribe. Lets just say I came very close to death and it has really put certain things into perspective for me. I am still really ill and won't be online much at all for a few weeks because I have to be extremely careful and may end up in the hospital again. I just wanted you all to know in case you were wondering where I had disappeared to.

I will say this in case I don't get a chance to. I am lucky and grateful for all your friendships and kindness. You are all close to my heart and I appreciate your kind words and encouragement through my rough days. You have all had a positive impact on my life and I thank you, my friends, for coming into my life and making it so much more precious than it was. I will never forget the ones who stuck by me through all of this and I wish you all the best in life and in all things you set out to accomplish. I love you all.

On a more positive note, my dad had angioplasty done and he is doing great. He is returning to work the first week of November.

Have a great day and I hope to be around a bit more in a few days.

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After three days of rain, this is the skyline of Southern California...and it's still raining.Collapse )
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